Journey to the Mission
I share this journey with all, that through such may be provided mere nuggets of illumination, to which a mere speck of what remains creationally possible, may be grasped by the seeking ones of the time and feared not, due to the unknown. That the marvels which remain hidden within the human being, which may take subtle effect and/or suddenly reveal themselves may be embraced, to which the human being may heed the essence of wisdom that the Creation truly lies emblazoned within. In such, unveiling the true nature of the Human Being of Earth (the Omedam) as the creative being to which they truly are, endowed with conscious, abilities and capabilities of vast wonder.
Equally, this remains a chronicled paradigm for those like myself whom have been 'awoken’ by the ‘call’ within, but whom have yet to truly fathom their true origin. That solace may be treasured in the awareness that they remain not alone, as well as heed the Spiritual, respectively Creational, unfoldings recounted herein, that may be relatable to them, that their journey to the truth may be eased, as well as to the mission may be realized, as one of the People (the Faithful) of the Prophet (Proclaimer and Teacher) of the New Age (Guardian of the Treasure). For the human being whom truly seeks both within and without, the unveiling of their true nature shall inevitably be revealed.
Prior to pursuing onward, it is to be understood that 'all' that remained of relevance and/or of a vital nature, had already justly been brought back to my 'remembrance' (cognizance / cognition of truth) and ‘shown’ to me amid the profound 'awakening', prior to my becoming knowing of the existence of the Proclaimer, the JHWH and other missioners of above. Thus, the forthcoming recited content, which only presented itself several months thereafter, merely affirmed that which I had already been shown and had known, as undeniable truth.
The appended content may pose perplexing for some to perceive, likewise for the wonders of the Spirit (Creation-Energy) to be fathomed, for those whom are not of a certain group on earth (the Faithful), thus details in a simplified form shall solely lie herein. Allow this Awakening recount to serve as to the verity of the words of the Proclaimer of the time, whom revealed such truths decades prior to my having been awoken by the call, likewise as an illuminating truth to the truly seeking one, whom may perceive it as truth (IT IS SO!).
(Whose Lives are Illuminated by Love)
PREFACE
Most certainly much may be found upon the vast web as it pertains to the phenomena of the Spirit, respectively Spiritual Awakening, which has been intertwined with Ascension theories and Zen Satori, Nirvana and Moksha, etc. From the aforementioned theories and others alike, in verity stems a level of truth, albeit the stages and/or phases of Awakening undergone may simply vary in depth per individual. Accordingly, the similarities surrounding a natural usual Spiritual Awakening experience as reported therefrom, present as true for the majority of human beings whom experience such. This truth remains so, due to the reason that the majority of the human beings of Earth, in verity remain within a similar consciousness-evolutive state, thence the logical similitude.
The principal stages spoken of in the Awakening recount below, will undeniably present experiences similar in nature to those of the natural usual Awakening, by way that the (7) Cognitions of Confusion, Questioning, Seeking, Examining, Disillusion, Integration and Hindsight are the fundamental occurrences which generally remain the same regardless of Awakening intensity. Contrarily, likewise revealed herein are elements clearly extra-ordinary in nature, which step far outside the bounds of the natural usual Awakening. As it pertains to these elements and/or specifics of a more intricate nature, it is merely to be understood that the heightened and/or intense experiences spoken of, simply differ for those of a higher consciousness-evolution, then the majority.
In light of such, the sharing of this diverse recount ought conceivably afford a sense of reassurance to both the human being experiencing a natural subtle Awakening (i.e. sparked curiosity, questioning reality, seeking purpose, examining truths, etc.), whilst likewise resonating with those experiencing an intense and/or swift Awakening. Surrounding this what is to be understood, is that it is not a special kind and/or chosen set of human beings whom are to solely experience an Awakening, but in verity, that a Consciousness-Awakening in some form or another, ought take place for the entirety of humanity (even if only recognizable or perceivable in a subtle form).
These Awakening occurrences may transpire simply in passing or in vast waves amid the people, albeit in the present or in some distant time of the future, that all may become aware of their true being. Accordingly, these Awakening occurrences are increasingly unfolding amid the populace in subtle forms, moreso noticeably during this Golden Age of Man and shall continue to be the course until all have awoken in the distant future.
Essence of the Awakening of the Spirit (Creation-Energy):
"Fear not, for I have awoken you, I have called you by your name, for you are of my people"
(One with Creational Healing)
“I will give them a heart to know me, that I am Nokodemion, for you are of my people and shall return to me with your whole heart”
(The One Raised by the JHWH)
“But the Helper (the Spirit), whom Creation will send in my name, will teach you all things and bring back to your remembrance all things”
(The Initiator)
“Well, first of all I want to explain the ur-term ‘Spirit’ or respectively its original term ‘Geist’, which actually traces back to Nokodemion and can be found in the storage-banks, where the meaning of ‘Awakening’ can also be found. Therefore, when we speak of ‘Creational Spirit-Energy’, for example, this means ‘Creational Awakening-Energy’. From this it can be understood that ‘Creation’ or respectively the ‘Creation-Spirit’ is a factor of ‘Awakening’ or respectively of ‘Creating’, and this is done through the power, swinging-waves and impulses of its own energy.”
(Guardian of the Treasure)
THE AWAKENING (CALL)
It commenced in the midst of a day as any other, when an inexplicable phenomenon occurred, to which it was as if someone, respectively something, had 'called' me by my name. The call could nither be heard audibly aloud nor was of a vocal nature, but of a bold internal 'essence', as an echoing from deep within. I immediately looked all around me in both wonder and confusion, as I had not the slightest understanding of what had been occurring. In an instance, like a bolt of lightning my entire existence had begun to flash before my eyes in a series of 'visions' as well as impulsively as vibrations, to which all had been 'shown' to me. I saw that which had gone consciously unnoticed by me, as well as the not so good (as all that is of good is already known as certainty, it remains needless that such be shown). It was as if someone had been rapidly flipping through the pages of a story book that was my present life. The subsequent (7) days was a whirlwind of emotions as every little detail was vividly shown to me amid pictorial flashes of lights, which cannot be fathomed by mere words, to which I found myself rigorously emotionally and mentally rapidly reconciling the events of my life away, as though a thought-action/reaction, analysis/correction, and acceptance were taking place.
Once this emotive week had passed, I was left with the greatest sense of relief, a wonderous lightness as air, a profound sense of peace swept over me, and an immense feeling of 'love' unheard of appeared, and flowed through me like a rushing river. Newly present was an intense urge, respectively impulse, essence to ‘fulfill’ something, but ‘what’ that something could be remained ununderstood by me at the time. I was furthermore left with an 'innate' overwhelming feeling to connect with ‘something’. Subsequently, I was intrinsically compelled to turn within, to which I instinctively gravitated toward gently whispering inward, with eyes shut, in which an obscure white light appeared and glowed subtly behind the eyelids, to which followed were strong, yet harmonious sensations, respectively 'energetic-impulses' that would ignite and flow through me. Although this innate practice brought about a warm peaceful essence, there remained an inexplicable slight feeling of division which ensued for (7) days, however as the deep yearning to continue this practice, likewise to connect and to fulfil, remained a driving 'force' deep within, I continued to engage in this innate practice in the aforesaid manner daily in multiplicity, asking for direction and instruction on what/how to fulfill, as I accepted this with an undeniable certainty. Albeit the commencement and continued undertaking of this innate practice secured a profound connection both within and without, I was nevertheless deeply compelled to continue to seek and secure a greater connection with the source of this ‘something’.
Whilst I had naturally always considered it so, respectively known, the presence of a great Creator, likewise it had never been a question that indeed life existed elsewhere outside the bounds of this planet, yet what this Creation actually could be, I had not fathomed (however since my youth, the notion of this Creation simply did not correspond to the one venerated by the masses), I simply noted the feeling of a great 'presence' all around me, however (under the veil), I truly did not understand this presence at the time. Lingering still amid a state of perplexity as to how to go about carrying out the undertaking of this connection task, and with exactly whom, respectively what, it truly was, I remained confounded. It had 'seemingly' ignited within, that I were to embark upon becoming knowing about that which I had diverted from throughout the life (as this diversion was innate within, for I had genuinely felt a falsity as it pertained to this Being, as well as Religion), thus I was incited to seekout that which was most publicly spoken of and recognized by the masses as god. In my current state of ununderstanding, I could fathom no immediate explication for this, yet I proceeded with what I accepted as being called upon to do from deep within ('call' does not correspond to vocalizations and/or the hearing of voices, rather the essence of guidance). Being uncertain as how to go about this, as I had led a life by choice completely devoid of religion and sects, never having ither been introduced to the act of formal prayer, I inferred procurement of a bible would be a most suitable start, thus I immediately purchased a bible (standard KJV used by Catholics and/or Christians and others alike) and anxiously awaited its arrival.
In stark anticipation I visionarily felt elated and as though the book’s content would, so to speak, set me free (provide the answers to my questions), and it most certainly did, yet not as I had anticipated, thus too far into my reading venture had my 'heightened senses' told me that something was inherently wrong with the content of the book. Nevertheless, I rationalized that perhaps this feeling was merely a rejection response to something new and different, and to not impetuously halt these efforts too swiftly. Correspondingly, the deep driving force to ‘connect’ both compelled and inclined me to give religious doctrine a sincere glance, to which the 'source' remained yet ununderstood by me at the time. Accordingly, I not only proceeded with the reading of the bibles content amid a few short weeks but likewise pressed myself to entertain and engage in a few of its chronicled directives and/or practices in ponder of what would be further felt and/or perceived. In turn, I altered my innate introspective practice to reflect that of formal prayer (using the term god) and even engaged in a certain approaching sabbatical (the observing of thanksgiving from a religious doctrine standpoint), to which I had even beseeched my family to partake in with me, which they obliged (although being irreligious aswell). It was my longing that the ‘intense force’ which I had newly harbored within could perhaps awaken within them as well, but this was not so. In just shy of a few short two weeks, I had only become increasingly disturbed by what I had read within the bible, to which a severe restlessness and unbridled fear grew within me, to which no elucidation of reason nor logic could feasibly be fathomed from the content. I was confounded as to how the masses read and accepted this conflicting doctrine, and with stark lucidity realized that for some reason, in truth, most did not (or could not) see what I had.
"A truthful Religion is the measure of all religions, that is, of all reconnecting facts, but this is only Creatively correct if it is based on harmonious cooperation with the Relegeon. This means that the reconnecting and the reassembling must be in harmonious harmony and must work together logically. Religion cannot exist without Relegeon, but neither can Relegeon exist without Religion. Both factors must interlock and complement each other. In the earthly case, since cultic religions prevail, the only salvation is for these existing false cultic religions to be eradicated and destroyed to make way for the true religion in harmony with the Relegeon. This can only be done by the willing human beings aligning themselves only with the RELEGEON until they have won the battle over the cultic religions. Thus, at the present time and in the near future, only one direction of thought is the only correct one, namely the RELEGEOUS, the reuniting”
(One Who Lives the Life in Wisdom)
Moreover, I unveiled many troubling finds within the bibles content which lingered within the realm of unreason (i.e. in summary, the perplexing belief of obtaining peace via war, much killing at the direct hands or direction of the one regarded as god although "though shall not kill" was commanded, the rewriting of the commandments to incorporate punishments via death, more than one chronicled creation of man, god speaking in a third person manner, the very peculiar altering of key individuals names, the portrayal of the angels as ‘appearing’ as men, Lucifer having actually been categorized as a man, the interstellar portrayal of gods chariot in Ezekiel, and more notably, if Jesus was the said chosen one, then whom pray-tell was the alluded to Immanuel, just to name but a mere few). In addition to the mounting illogicities heeded, I likewise could not psychologically reconcile the endless worry and dread that had grown like a fireball within as a correct state of being, as it felt neither natural nor true. Equally alarming, since the altering of my innate introspective practice to reflect that of formal prayer, it had come to pass that my strong, yet harmonious sensations, respectively 'impulses/energies', which flowed unceasingly from dusk-until-dawn, which had felt nothing but good, peaceful and pure since its onset, had begun to rage in an uncontrollable form and frightening manner. Deeply troubled by the bibles content (which had arisen a further sundry of questions within, to which answers could not seem to be found within the books content itself), I was compelled to halt my trialed exploratory engagement in the bibles reading, as well as put an end to its practices (which ultimately felt utterly erroneous) and shifted toward embarking on some very extensive arduous research over (7) months-time regarding the origin of the bible, as well as all other religious doctrine. I equally reverted to my innate introspective practice, to which providentially, my impulses/energies had been harmoniously restored.
Amid this time, I found myself not only engaged in the studying of all other religions, their prophets, and god(s), but undertook the readings/transcriptions of ancient texts, codex and manuscripts. I delved deep into the readings of the Secret Societies and Secret Sciences, to investigating the hidden mysteries within DaVinci’s paintings and his fascination with John the Baptist, to probing Quantum Physics, Numerology, Gematria and Astrology, to the Origins of Man, Earth, and the beginnings of Time, amid countless other readings and immeasurable sleepless nights. To which in no wise did a sleep depravation occur and seem to hinder me or my ability to function throughout the course of the day, as the intense impulses (swinging-waves) had likewise granted me enormous energies which allowed me to move from one day to the next with little to no sleep, completely unaffected and refreshed that I may proceed. Equidistant to what initially started out as a truly laborious research journey, I was propelled, respectively 'throttled', quickly forward to which the information began to inexplicably 'impulse/flow' as rapid ‘waves’ within me and seemed to effortlessly connect from one bit of information to the other. It was as so that 'something' deep within were ‘guiding’ (helping) me (that which had ‘called me by my name’). I had even subliminally begun to conclude (know) things to which I had not even come across, or had even read in any doctrine thus far, however I would seem to fortuitously come across the solidifying information to which I had conjectured, rapidly soon thereafter. I began to markedly feel as though I somehow already ‘knew’ all that I had been endeavoring to learn (as a book that has been read 7000 times). It was as though it were all somehow being ‘brought back to my remembrance', rather and more appropriately 'brought to my conscious awareness' (the knowing).
To shorten what would otherwise be a rather long recount of the truths (minimal) and lies (vast) unveiled within the texts of old (falsified doctrines), succeeding all search efforts, it had come to pass with blatant lucidity that those spoken of within the scriptures of old (Gods, Angels, Devils and Demons alike), were nothing more than mere human beings ‘Men’, and not only was the bibles content manipulated with malintent, but that all religion was a ruse deliberately shaped and reshaped to serve a malicious agenda. The origin of ‘all religions’ and their amalgamated doctrines stemmed in actuality from the same exact sources, which were deliberately falsified for the very purpose of consciousness enslavement of the diverse populaces of the entire world (as it had been said by the Prophets of old that “all would be deceived”). Despite great revelations, throughout all my research endeavors, one element remained of mystery and deep interest for me to conclude, and that was ‘who’ truly was the spoken of Immanuel, respectively Jmmanuel, (whose name was entwined with Jesus, as well as various other names in other religions, such as Yeshua, Issa, Yuz Asaf, etc.), for all ancient texts tainted by the hands of men called upon a said Jesus, yet “and he shall be called Immanuel” per the words of Matthew 1:23, remained deeply unsettled within me, and remained a driving force to continue researching. Due to reasons unknown to me at the time, a deep feeling of falsity within as it pertained to the spoken of Jesus lingered, thus I embarked on research specifically toward this individual, with the 'energetic-impulse' aid of the ‘helper’ within (Spirit, respectively Creation-Energy).
"True knowledge is not to be understood as the antithesis of an opinion or belief, but in the sense of what has been recognized as true reality and its truth as a result of one's own profound exploration and as results and plausibility. This alone guarantees the condition that knowledge as an internalization in emotional acceptance stands above an opinion as well as a belief resulting or emerging from it"
(Guardian of the Treasure)
Guided by 'impulses/energies', which persisted with a ‘great force’ unspoken of, I pushed on, in which my pursuit of 'truth' continued with the greatest of might, however to which such search had equally also expanded to endeavoring to unveil my own true 'origin' for not only Being, but being upon Earth, for there remained a driving inherent might within telling me that there yet remained something destined, rather 'foreordained’ to undertake and ‘fulfill’. Likewise, an inexplicable anomaly which greatly consumed me in the background, also warranted answering, being found in the presence of a 'heightened' emotional intellect and/or 'senses'. While it had always been in my altruistic nature to ‘feel’ deeply for others, fauna, flora and nature alike in general, I heeded that deeper empath feelings had tremendously been pushed to the fore, and that I had become extremely sensitive to all life (people, animals, insects, and the world) in such a manner that the mere swaying of a dying tree would hit me to my core. These new found impulses/energies also brought many magnificent wonders to which my family had bore witness to, such as that animals would flock toward me, insects became still in my presence and allow me to pick them up with a gentleness, doves began visiting routinely and had begun nesting, so much so, that it was truly such a delight to one day arrive home to the presence of many doves sunbathing upon our deck, to name but a mere few.
Prior to the onset of this wonderous journey, I had naturally/innately begun navigating away from the very few worldly elements in which I had already felt an internal monotony and lack of fulfillment in, and had now seemingly become compelled to likewise refrain from engaging in the daily knowing of world events in their entirety, as I would become filled with uncontrollable sorrow, 'sensing' the complete reality of the true state of Being (the eternality of existence), for I could now immaterially 'feel' and 'perceive' (6th and 7th senses) all that is and was living everlasting, thus the forces of nature and the hummm of the earth, to which even the life given as food on my plate could truly be fathomed, and upon glancing upon another was no longer the human shell seen, but the flowing and radiating essence of light, both within and without of me. Much more that simply could not be placed into words revealed itself as both feeling and perception regarding the true state of the world, to which this would cause me to burst into irrepressible woe, thus I had to refrain daily from certain engagements, in turn disconnection was warranted from all media (i.e. tv, internet, social, etc.), however this was only for a time following a certain 'throttling-back', to which a neutral-positive state innately came about and remained honed, thus such a strictness was no longer required. Succeeding this, overwhelmingly a more notable intense longings beckoned logicity, for its presence consumed me daily in an inexplicable lingering form, which was a stark feeling which had likewise ignited at the very onset of my awakening and persisted endlessly, yet remained a mystery. This longing I can only explain as the pure feeling of a ‘foreignness’ with a corresponding ‘homesickness’, to which I would later discover its origin and meaning.
With the aid of the ‘helper’ within (which I had come to clearly know was that of the Creation-Energy part within), continued research efforts toward Jmmanuel were of not an arduous process at all. I had foredestinedly been brought to the discovery of the ancient Talmud Jmmanuel, to which I was immediately most taken back by its content, with ‘visions’ that permitted me to ‘witness’ the events for myself. I had not ventured too far into the reading of the book before I had become startlingly emotionally overwhelmed, with the essence of been ‘knowing’ of this being with pure certainty. Upon further reading, well into the harshest of content, my emotions were unfathomable to me, as the feeling as though I were somehow mourning a dear father-friend (this Jmmanuel) with inexplicable emotions, as the presence of intense impulses/energies surged. As I read the Talmud’s content, visions yet again flashed like lightning and my mind vividly played out the script as if it were a movie 'I had seen many times before', as if a distant memory had reemerged and had been ‘brought back to my remembrance’. Upon concluding the book with awe, I had an extremely intense ‘dream-vision’ that very night.
A man was walking amid a desert-like field, there were blue skies, little grass and the presence of a tree or two. He was dressed in light-beige with a whitish shawl, appearing to speak loudly amidst arm gesturing. Few others walked with him listening in both reverence and silence and whilst I could not physically see myself there, 'through eyes' I gazed upon him as he spoke, whilst walking along his right side. Although his lips moved, the dream had no audible sound, yet I had been consciously acknowledging in agreeance what he spoke and then I awoke! I awoke with heightened senses, perceiving intense emotional vibrations, to which tears filled my eyes, yet sensing a great fatherly familiarness and contentment within my bursting heart, that I innately knew with certainty that the man in the dream was a person of great importance in foregone times (shortly thereafter I came to know that he was (The Wise Man of the Time/The Initiate), as well as the essence of somehow being knowing of this person and rather closely. Awoke from my slumber, my 'heightened senses' could still feel the breeze against my hair and the smell of sand-blown warm air as clear as day, which lingered on for several minutes. That very morning a powerful impulse compelled me to seek the author of the Talmud Jmmanuel, to which I was then brought to the Herald of the New Age (Guardian of the Treasure) immediately thereafter, likewise the JHWH (One Who Lives the Life in Wisdom) of the time.
It had come to pass with stark realization, that my avoiding of religion throughout the life was of a specific reason, as well as of great value, as innate protection, so to speak, that I may not fall prey to many evils, albeit the deep delving into religion/god was a necessary step in the journey/process to ‘all being brought to my conscious awareness’, as the joining of -Religion- with the -Relegeon- was necessitated for the 'veil of consciousness protection' to be lifted (consciousness unfolding), in what I now termed the Awakening, respectively Spirit Awakening (Creation-Energy Awakening). It could not have occurred in any other wise, for I had remained apart from religion and sects, as well as remained nonpartisan in regards to any other dissentious matter upon the earth the entirety of my life, thus would never have trod this path. Equally, despite any unfortunate outcomes and/or adverse life events, as I had always innately returned to an internal balanced happiness (living in simplicity and contentment with the life centered on love, family and health), thus not seeking (thence would not have found) myself along such a path, had the 'impulses' not ignited the journey in this manner, to which a full fathoming and the attaining of the understanding necessitated (lifting of the veil) for what was to come, would have remained lacking.
Succeeding my being brought to the (Guardian of the Treasure) after (21) months (7/7/7), becoming certain of my inner creative 'origin' belonging to the peoples of Nokodmeion (the Faithful) of foregone times, had my high impulses/strong energies been brought to a subtle hum (auuummm, respectively OM), for such an internal driving-might had fulfilled its guiding purpose ‘for the time’. Nevertheless the impulses/energies endure daily as a persistent burning-flame that can be 'felt' continuously from dusk until dawn, as my comforter, my friend and my guide, providing a heartening sense of connection to All (= the Creation) … For it was now time for a journey to begin anew!
